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On WritingMay 20239 min read

Writing Complicity Without Judgment

On the novelist's obligation to inhabit morally compromised characters — and why judgment, arrived at too quickly, is a form of dishonesty.

There is a character in my novel who informed on his neighbors. He did not do it out of ideology. He did not do it for money, though money eventually came. He did it because he was afraid, and because the regime made fear feel indistinguishable from loyalty, and because one morning he found himself in a room with a man who asked him a question, and he answered it, and afterward there was no way back.

He is not a villain.

He is not a hero.

He is something more difficult: a person who made a choice under conditions that most of us have never faced, and who spent the rest of his life constructing explanations for it.

Writing him was the hardest thing I have done as a novelist.

The difficulty was not technical. It was moral. Every time I sat down to write his scenes, I felt the pull of judgment — the desire to signal to the reader, through some small authorial gesture, that I knew what he had done was wrong. A telling detail. An ironic distance. A moment of narrative coldness that would allow the reader to condemn him cleanly and move on.

I resisted that pull. Not because I believed his actions were defensible, but because I believed that judgment arrived at too quickly is a form of dishonesty.

It lets the reader off the hook.

It lets the writer off the hook.

And it misrepresents how complicity actually works.

Complicity is rarely dramatic. It does not usually announce itself. It accumulates in small increments — a silence here, a signature there, a decision not to ask certain questions, a willingness to accept certain benefits without examining their origins. By the time a person recognizes what they have become, they have often been that thing for years.

This is what authoritarian systems understand better than their victims.

They do not require monsters.

They require ordinary people making ordinary calculations.

They require the slow erosion of the line between survival and participation.

Primo Levi understood this. His concept of the "gray zone" — the morally ambiguous space occupied by those who were neither pure victims nor pure perpetrators — remains the most honest account of how power degrades human beings that I have encountered. Levi was not interested in excusing the people who inhabited that zone. He was interested in understanding them. He believed that understanding was more difficult than condemnation, and more necessary.

I have tried to hold that belief while writing this novel.

It is not always comfortable. Readers sometimes want to know where the author stands. They want the novel to deliver a verdict. They want the collaborator to suffer in ways that feel proportionate to his crimes, and the resister to be rewarded in ways that feel proportionate to his courage.

History rarely obliges.

The collaborators I encountered in the archive did not always suffer. Some of them prospered. Some of them died peacefully, surrounded by families who never knew what they had done. Some of them became respected citizens of the new order that replaced the regime they had served. History is not a moral system. It does not distribute consequences according to desert.

Literature can acknowledge that without endorsing it.

The novelist's task is not to punish characters.

It is not to redeem them.

It is to render them fully enough that the reader must do the work of judgment themselves.

And to make that work genuinely difficult.

I think of this as the ethical core of historical fiction. Not the reconstruction of events. Not the recovery of lost voices, though that matters too. But the insistence that the people of the past were as complicated as we are — that they faced impossible choices under conditions we cannot fully imagine, and that they responded to those conditions in ways that resist easy summary.

The informer in my novel is based on no single person. He is assembled from fragments — a document here, a testimony there, a pattern I recognized across dozens of individual cases. He is, in that sense, a composite of the archive itself.

But he is also, I have come to believe, something more uncomfortable than that.

He is a question directed at the reader.

What would you have done?

Not in the abstract.

Not in the safety of retrospect.

But in that room, with that man, on that morning, with everything you loved waiting for you outside the door.

I do not know the answer.

I am not sure anyone does, until the moment arrives.

That uncertainty is not a failure of moral imagination. It is the beginning of one.

Milton Amador — May 2023

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